messed_up_anna

tired

Mon, 29 Nov 2004 17:13:47 GMT

flciker's been gone for a couple months. i spent thanksgiving with dad then stayed all weekend and spent sunday night trying to get home without him following me. i know i shouldnt have but i missed him. now i just ache and want to sleep sleep sleep but i have to go to work.

still alive

Wed, 21 Jul 2004 03:01:27 GMT

havent been posting, actually been working and was kind of depressed in there a little. flicker keeps coming and going, i never know if hes going to be with me from day to day. when hes not i just hate to even get out of bed and totally feel non sexy. then hes there and telling me to do wicked things again. last night was a wicked one he had me go down the hill and pick a guy up off the street and let him fuck me in the park. so stupid and so risky and it made me so wet to do it.

i can see again

Wed, 05 May 2004 02:44:55 GMT

flicker's back

i missed him more than dad hahahaha
i thought i wouldnt see him again now im so glad i left home

second time's the charm. or maybe the fifth

Wed, 28 Apr 2004 09:03:05 GMT

got back onto yahoo finally... wow... found a really hot and nasty chat fantasy.... got off 5 times before he had to go... he came twice for me. he visits the bay area some times... who knows

Wed, 28 Apr 2004 06:16:18 GMT

talked to some interesting perv-os on yahoo tonight hehehe. yahoo of course started screwing up just when i was getting close to getting off. technology will always let you down in the end - never forget how to do things by hand, thats what i say

Tue, 27 Apr 2004 01:01:00 GMT

hangover + 90 degree heat = suck.

new job is ok not real exciting but on the bright side dad doesn't know where it is. had some fun on chat this morning, a little dark cyber fantasy hheheh kept thinking about it thru the day and that always makes work more enjoyable. julie's home with another bottle so looks like its time to go.

life begins today

Sun, 25 Apr 2004 23:41:20 GMT

i left home again. julies roommate left so she needed someone to help with rent. that would be me. its going to be ramen and mission street burritos for a while but i think i can swing it.

its so fucked up, i miss dad already and it was so hard to get to sleep last night.